Transparency update
This page exists because you deserve to know what happened, where things stand, and what comes next. We update it every month.
Last updated: April 2026
Progress at a glance
The full story
From Pam
Mestrae has been quite a journey. We started from nothing, learning every step as we went. Building in a system with limited funding access, a collapsing manufacturing ecosystem, and a grant scheme that left us holding debt we hadn't chosen has been harder than I can fully describe.
We did everything right. We launched in 31 countries, won awards, passed independent safety testing, and built our own manufacturing facility. Then, in the span of two years, a grant induced financial struggle, pandemic and flooding took nearly all of it.
I won't pretend I knew what to do next. The shift from deep engineering expertise to being a founder who has to know everything at once is disorienting in ways nobody warns you about. I made mistakes, took on odd jobs to stay afloat, studied, consulted, and wrote a book. I haven't taken a single day off in years.
In Malaysia, there’s a saying: Hutang emas boleh dibayar. Hutang budi dibawa mati.
A debt of gold can be repaid. A debt of gratitude lasts until death.
To our lenders, repayments will be completed this year. To our customers, you are next and you will not be forgotten. Every customer affected during this period will be refunded by June 2026. I would also like to invite you back as early adopters when we release the new Mestrae technology in 2026.
For now, communication will be limited as it is just me running things until I can bring one or two people back on board. I appreciate your patience more than I can say.
What’s ahead is better than what came before. I’m certain of it.
What happens next
These are the specific things we are working toward, month by month, in order.
Pam reads every message. Responses may take a little time as it is a small team right now, but nothing goes unread. You can also follow monthly updates on Substack.
Monthly updates
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